My Incomplete Love Story
After that incident, I desperately wanted to meet her as soon as possible. There was a lockdown in the whole country, so I was unable to go and meet her. I was stuck in Delhi with my sister and brother-in-law. So, once inter-state borders were opened, my sister planned to go home. Now, I was so blank that I have no idea what to do?
Suddenly, I
made a plan to meet her before leaving for home. So, I asked her to meet me,
she was also excited to meet me. We both meet at her nearby place. We spent 1 hour with each other, that 1 hour is very special for me always. Now, the hard
part came I have to leave, and my heart was saying constantly, “Not leave!”
“Not leave!” But we both left with teary eyes. I never cry for someone in my
life except her, she is that special to me.
On 21st
June 2020, leave for my home town, Kanpur, Uttar Pradesh. We reach in the
evening. She was a little bit upset with me because she was thinking I will
never come back to Delhi again. But I was constantly saying, “Baby, I will come
and meet you soon.” It’s hard to pass the time for me without her. I am missing
her more and more.
We talk on
regular basis. Talking about, “What are you doing?” “What you eat today?” “Send
me your pic.” We were loving each other more and more. Of course, we fight but
we solve our problems soon. After some time, these fights become more, and the time
involved in solving them was also increasing.
It was 11th
of August 2020, we had a fight about something, she said to me, “I need a break.”
I asked, “From where and from whom you need a break?” She said, “I need some
break for me.” I said, “Okay, I will give you a break because I can do anything
for you.”
After that,
I continuously messaging her hi, hello, good morning texts, and all. I kept saying
on calls that “Please came back, leave this break.” “I want you back in my
life.” But she didn’t accept it. Suddenly on 25th August 2020, she
called me in the evening, and said, “What you think about our relationship?” I
said, “Nothing, I want you to come back in my life.” She said, “No, if you
called me before my call, and asked me to come back then I will think about it.
Now it's over, we are breaking up.” And after hearing all this, I said nothing,
because I was totally blank and clueless. I had nothing to say, I didn’t
understand what was just happened to me. After all that, I was continuously asking
and trying to convince her, to come back into my life.
I never thought that, that’s the way to do breakups. Because I was never been in serious relationships, I was never been in love with someone. She was that “Someone special” whom I love the most, whom I wanted to make my wife.
She didn’t start
talking to me properly, she was talking to me like I was bothering her. One day I was
so upset and thinking about her, I talk to my one friend. She asked me what happened to me. I told her all that and said to her I need someone to whom I gave
a hug and cry out loud. She told me, “Ask your girlfriend.” I said, “No, she
didn’t come, could you come?” That’s all that we talk about.
To be
continued…….
Written By: Ayush Shukla
Instagram: Inked Solace
Cricketing Soul
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beautiful and emotional love story
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